8,191 miles, a rough estimate
Of the distance
between us
I can't walk it.
There's more than four oceans
That separate us: Pacific, Coral, Tasman, Great Australian Bight
Full of sea creatures I've never seen
or heard of
I can't swim it.
Over there, it's winter.
I check my weather app: 45 degrees
And raining
12:47 pm, 14 hours ahead
Oh, how time tears us apart, too.
I imagine you at work
in the park
in the park
Your knees drenched from
Being in the soil
too long
too long
Pulling up weeds
Taming them for just a
moment,
knowing they'll never
obey your hands
I imagine your hands--
elegant but strong
full of calluses
I can't smooth them away.
Where I am, it's summer.
knowing they'll never
obey your hands
I imagine your hands--
elegant but strong
full of calluses
I can't smooth them away.
Where I am, it's summer.
80 degrees and sunny
And my skin is more olive than
The last time
You touched it
I've since dyed my hair:
Lavender and pink,
Like the sunset we shared
On the bus back from St. Andrews
That I hardly paid mind to
Because your fingers kept brushing mine--
Distracting and electric
It's been months since I've seen you
But I can so clearly see our history:
an impulsive kiss on the loch,
your can of Guinness exploding
blanket forts held up with duct tape,
my head sleepy in your lap
a freezing swimming pool,
your arms around me, laughter in my ear
naked in the Scottish starlight
The moment I first met you,
a firm handshake, a
smile you pulled
from me
Effortlessly.
Distracting and electric
It's been months since I've seen you
But I can so clearly see our history:
an impulsive kiss on the loch,
your can of Guinness exploding
blanket forts held up with duct tape,
my head sleepy in your lap
a freezing swimming pool,
your arms around me, laughter in my ear
naked in the Scottish starlight
The moment I first met you,
a firm handshake, a
smile you pulled
from me
Effortlessly.
Whatever this is, it's stealing
my dreams
Compromising my
peace
Stretching my heart too far
across
the globe
How can I love you
When I only know how to do it
in such short distances?
(By the way, I should probably mention,
across
the globe
How can I love you
When I only know how to do it
in such short distances?
(By the way, I should probably mention,
I only ever write poems for the people
who ruin things)